If you haven't....hi. Don't click back to see the time difference between the last few posts.
I wish I had good excuses. I mean, I guess I do (that's what this post is all about) but mostly...I just haven't been writing.
Last week I got the worst migraine I've ever had. Normally, I'm somewhat functional because, thanks to my horrendous periods, I can compartmentalize pain. This one, however, had me curled up in a dark room praying I didn't throw up. I'd fall asleep and wake up feeling okay until I moved and the pain would start up again. I wasn't able to EAT so I couldn't take anything. I ended up in Urgent Care desperate for *something* to make me function again. It sucked so bad.
The next day I was still icky feeling but better.
The day after THAT...I woke up with pinkeye. Now, the night prior I 100% know I got cat hair in that same eye. So, I don't know if it triggered something (that lasted for days) or if I caught it from the school and the timing was a coincidence.
Either way....screw this "childhood illnesses as an adult" crap.
In other news: I'm on a new medication dosage because the 40mg Prozac was blocking me creatively. The 30mg seems okay.
Mostly...I'm worn out. I can't even really describe how I'm feeling. It's not the lower med dosage talking. This has been building for quite sometime.
Plus, you know, a massive migraine followed by pinkeye makes for a pretty crappy week. That will knock anyone on their ass.
So yeah. I have a few blog plans in my head. I just have to write them.